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November 2008 
God's Answer
Posted on Mar 25th, 2006
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Brondu
Brondu
Last night, before bed (at 5:13 AM) I prayed.
‘Dear Father in Heaven’ I started, unselfconscious of the heretofore-unexamined patriarchal overtones; better a child’s mantra, my own, than a politically correct fabrication. (and as to political correctness when addressing an omnipotent, omniscient, omniloving Other only God knows what would please All)
'Please help me make a good blog tomorrow. I want to talk about my new occupation as a music producer, I want to reiterate the value of reading Ernest Hemingway, I want to talk about how I might be moving away to work full time as a simple (horse) man even though I know it seems in contradication with my new occupation, and, below all, I want to talk about how much I love you, and the three ways I do so.'
I can hear Her chuckling.
Brian David.
PS: New thought: incarnational nonduality finds its nexus (aware that nexus is qualifiable and consequently doesn't apply to nonduality) in the individual. Or, more radically put, individuals sustain nonduality. Could it be? Could it be vice versa? Could I be talking about pluralistic individualism or a more open, radical (autonomic) individualism verging on and collapsing into a (illogical, impossible) singular transpersonality?
PPS: Got over the whole hate thing (if there was a thing). Who couldn't after, "To hate is to hold in contempt is to identify a person with their imperfection. To love is to identify the essence of the same person with their infinite beauty." Of course, worse than hate is indifference so if I mix things up with a little passionate indifference every once in a while no one will be any the worse off. I think...
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Hey, if it is a contradiction to be a simple (horse) person and a music person than find room on the bus for me too. I imagine a life of sanctuary with the animals while at the same time creating conscious movies and TV aimed at enlightening the viewers about compassion toward animals and our planet….. while at the same time creating fully sustainable communities right in the MIDDLE of major cities(think housing tract but Green)…. while at the same time, brokering organic hay and feed (after I create the source)….and…. and….and…… it would be a shame to limit the gifts that you have to share with the world to just one path. If there is desire in your heart it is Source asking you to accept greater good in your life and share it with the world. Go for it! All of it.
Guess your prayers worked…. this is a great blog. But then anything that is of you is….. you are God. :-)
lol. Thanks Shelly. It’s great to hear someone else who does a whole tonne of stuff. Sometimes that Source gets a little carried away with placing desires in hearts. I suppose the Source has never heard Bilbo’s quote, “I feel thin… stretched. Like butter spread over too much bread (toast?)”
I do want to do quite a few things, and find myself able to them, with plenty of time.
All though, really, there is no time. I may be eighteen but I’ll be nineteen in a few months and later, after nineteen, I’ll be twenty.. If you know what I mean. lol.
Just in case you’re interested here’s a few things I want to do. (in brackets will be my goals for the given vocation)
1. horses (I’m not entirely sure how good with horses I want to be anymore, but still pretty good I should think)
2. music (you’ll see. You’ll all see!)
3. actor (you’ll see. You’ll all see!… just kidding. Actor might be for somebody else. I do a great insane person, though. And a great socially dysfunctional person. Oh… wait up. Shit. I guess I can’t act after all.)
4. writer (you’ll see. You’ll all see!)
5. blogger-guy (well, if I make it huge in any of the above, well, maybe not horses, but any of the other ones it means that I’ll make it huge in blogging as an aside)
6. professor (I want to develop cirriculums! All kinds of sweet-ass cirriculums. lol)
7. music (make my OWN music, hear?)
8. (spiritually-oriented) life coach.. I’ll say things like, “Let’s go to an eternal perspective and see if you still care about Mrs. Johnson’s dog waking you up early.” or “You’ve got a husband who supports you don’t you? yeah? Do you know what that means? It means you can buy any kind of candy you want, and blog all day without worrying. And you can feel like you earned it too. So what are you angry about? Your husband ignores you and there’s a giant palpable wall between you? Hmmm.”
9. philosopher/spiritual teacher/professional hippie/community-generator-manager-owner-allaroundfriendlyman-guy (I lump all these together because.. just because…)
that’s it for now. Tiny list, though. I want to be a student, too. Not just a professor. So many roles, so many roles. And I want to see them all through to GLORY! and yet apparently there is only ONE call. You know how I’ve reconciled that tidbit? My call is a real broad thing like, ‘Help everyone.’ And so then if I do anything excellently with a teeny touch of altruism in mind I’ll be totally living up to me ONE call! Sweet eh?
Brian David.
PS: I AM GOD! But that’s just ONE WAY I love God.
Yes, Sweet!
“‘Please help me make a good blog tomorrow. I want to talk about my new occupation as a music producer, I want to reiterate the value of reading Ernest Hemingway, I want to talk about how I might be moving away to work full time as a simple (horse) man even though I know it seems in contradication with my new occupation, and, below all, I want to talk about how much I love you, and the three ways I do so.’”
blogger-with-a-hippo-avatar,
thanks for reminding me Hemingway! i almost forgot about that suicidal dude. i need to dig up his books so i can brood…
as payment for this karma… assuming you want to be witty, funny, happy and gay, here's my injunction to you: read The Dilbert Blog everyday. it's good antidote for Wilberitis and constipation.
For Wilberitis cures I read David Deida. Constipation I enjoy. For Hemingway cures: I scratch the loose hair out of my strangely domesticated land-hippo. For a good, informative, insightful, relaxing, and radically emancipating (too much?) read I go to the Dilbert Blog.
Brian David.
Sorry I didn’t hyperlink anything. That takes more time for me than it does for you. So many things I couuld’ve linked up. Constiaption, Wilberitis, David Deida, Hemingway, land-hippo, Dilber Blog, the, For… I have some great sites for for and the. One of those links, however, is booby-trapped..
Brondu said: “For Wilberitis cures I read David Deida.”
that's it! you ARE SCREWED. i will pray for your juvenile soul and read you a tantric passage without a tantric partner. poor Dandy.
lol. You found what I was talking about. Thorough job; good show. Clearly this doesn’t implicate a cure to Wilberitis in your eyes, but therein lies your folly! You do not see the whole story! By reading everything David Deida has ever written, listening to every word he’s ever recorded, and watching every video featuring the man(?) himself I have discovered that David Deida is an androgynous alien. Why else would he have the interplay of masculinity/femininity in males and females down so thoroughly if he couldn’t experience both genders as well as energy orientations completely equally? And did you see the way he factored out Ken Wilber’s humanity during the linked-up essay? He was trying to communicate at ALIEN-LEVEL. Unfortunately he miscalculated as Ken Wilber reclaimed his apparent ‘humanity’. But just as soon as I suspected Ken was human I began probing deeper and I surmise this weak assertion was merely Ken staying under cover. “Yes I’m omniscient compared to earthlings.” he said in veiled tones (the tones all aliens use, the tones David was getting at during the essay), “But keep it on the low. Now that we both know.”
Of course this accounts for everything… almost.
Brian David
three more things to add:
I couldn’t attend any of his seminars partly due to financial constraints but mostly because I wanted to remain impersonal about all of this.
also: how else do you think David Deida has gotten good at recognizing/differentiating/assessing/evaluating subtle energy? I think he has some trans-earthly cleaned-up access to celestiality or at the very least extraterrestriality. Those aren’t words. Who cares?
The reason all this constitutes a cure to Wilberitis is because it takes my mind off of levels, lines, quadrants, perspectives, memes, etc…
Brondu said: “I have discovered that David Deida is an androgynous alien.”
don't forget HORNY too. but i think his androgyny is a facade. otherwise he would be doing it with Manson too. i rest my case.
“I couldn’t attend any of his seminars partly due to financial constraints but mostly because I wanted to remain impersonal about all of this.”
screw the seminars. i've got this DIK for you. it's from Uncle Leo. it's FREE. just add BCB.